Tol-Timpinen

There's a tempest in yon horned moon,
And lightning in yon cloud,
And hard the music, mariners,
The wind is piping loud;
The wind is piping loud, my boys!
The lightning flashes free,
While the hollow oak our palace is,
Our heritage the sea.

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Quickly

My life used to be relatively sedate. I had a few friends with whom I interacted fairly frequently; things didn't change much, and certainly not with any considerable speed. Now... Just in the last few weeks I've come to accept three people as friends, and no sooner have I learned to incorporate them into my life than do they leave (or at least plan to).

I respect Kisa, though I don't hold the greatest of love for her just right now. Geo I like, though less than I used to. He's become less accessible since he and Kisa started going out, and I preferred it when he was a part of the group more often. (He still is when she's not around.) But those two aren't leaving for another several months. No, it's not them that have me upset; it's Donny.

I realize and understand that he has a girlfriend already, but I also know that one of my other friends - who really does kind of need someone to be there for her unconditionally - has acquired a large crush on him, and is fairly devastated by the fact that he moved to another state this morning. I don't spend much time with the guy, but even so I already miss him. He's one of those people that is there even when they're somewhere else.

This isn't making sense. I'm getting depressed, and I really want to get this stuff out of my system, but right now I'm tired and I just spend two hours getting the HTML for this thing more-or-less fixed, so my brain isn't working very well. I'll probably update some more tomorrow.