Quickly
My life used to be relatively sedate. I had a few friends with whom I interacted fairly frequently; things didn't change much, and certainly not with any considerable speed. Now... Just in the last few weeks I've come to accept three people as friends, and no sooner have I learned to incorporate them into my life than do they leave (or at least plan to).
I respect Kisa, though I don't hold the greatest of love for her just right now. Geo I like, though less than I used to. He's become less accessible since he and Kisa started going out, and I preferred it when he was a part of the group more often. (He still is when she's not around.) But those two aren't leaving for another several months. No, it's not them that have me upset; it's Donny.
I realize and understand that he has a girlfriend already, but I also know that one of my other friends - who really does kind of need someone to be there for her unconditionally - has acquired a large crush on him, and is fairly devastated by the fact that he moved to another state this morning. I don't spend much time with the guy, but even so I already miss him. He's one of those people that is there even when they're somewhere else.
This isn't making sense. I'm getting depressed, and I really want to get this stuff out of my system, but right now I'm tired and I just spend two hours getting the HTML for this thing more-or-less fixed, so my brain isn't working very well. I'll probably update some more tomorrow.

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