iRant #1

Let's begin with romance.

I don't have it; I want the reassurance without the hassle, and thus I will probably not get it for some time. Aaya has it, and seems to enjoy it. 'Gure is learning, and is learning to enjoy it. Both are willing to give more time than I think I could manage.

...which makes a nice se-gooey into the next topic: Time.

Again, not something I have. I suppose I could make more of it, by not doing things like sleeping and eating, but I'd fall apart. So instead, I devote most of my waking hours to study and most of the rest to recover therefrom - not sure that's a word - and as a result, I get chewed out for never doing stuff. Fair? Probably not. Fact of life? Yup. So what with the whole trying-to-graduate-looking-for-a-possible-job-preparing-for-next-five-or-so-years, plus keeping a fingernail grip on my sanity, I haven't given much time to the Pack. Which is all right, because the Pack hasn't given much time to itself, either. We're heading back to the old ways, with duets and trios and solos and a very shaky ensemble. A lot like the Weis band, come to think of it, back in its day of glory. Odd - that was my favorite time. Hm.

I dunno. I'll come back to this later. Right now I'm almost-depressed and thus very ADD. ^_^